faith · family · fears · happy · insomnia · me · something new · worrying

drama causes insomnia: you know that, right?

This is a true statement:  I don’t like drama.  I just want to live my life, go to work, do my school stuff, hang out with friends and family, follow my own interests, and mind my own freaking business.  I don’t like upheaval.  I don’t like chaos.  I don’t like conflict.  I’m not a fan… Continue reading drama causes insomnia: you know that, right?

depression · faith · fears · health · me · memories · moving on

how do you get past the memories?

You know, getting past the depression is one thing. The meds are helping with that. Prayer is helping with that. Living more mindfully is helping with that. But how do you get past the memories? Lately they’ve been grabbing me by the ankles and yanking me down into brief moments of sadness. It’s almost like… Continue reading how do you get past the memories?

depression · fashion · how I got here · insomnia · just because · me · moving on · sexy · something new

the benefits of a little “me time”

School starts on Tuesday, and I’m starting to stress a little bit, what with taking 17 hours this semester and STILL not sleeping quite right. So, Thursday, I spent the day on “me time.” Seriously. All day. I got my hair colored. It needed it BADLY, but that was one of the things I let… Continue reading the benefits of a little “me time”

break up · depression · fashion · God · insomnia · just because · me

impossible goals and the tights from h-e-l-l

So, you know those days where you just don’t feel like doing anything productive at all? Yeah. I’ve had one of those days. Don’t get me wrong. I’ve gotten a few things accomplished today. I sat in the doctor’s office for like 2 hours in order to spend 10 actual minutes with the doctor and… Continue reading impossible goals and the tights from h-e-l-l